Wednesday 31 December 2008
I DReam
I have BIG dream, I cant make it though!
Staying in the same step dreaming something BIG
It may because I got drunk! Dreaming unconsciously!
Staying in the same step dreaming something BIG
It may because I got drunk! Dreaming unconsciously!
Sunday 28 December 2008
Thursday 25 December 2008
Merry Christmas to Everyone *Ding DOng Bell*
不想读书的人会做什么？ 会在facebook和friendster乱逛！
读完一课想要休息的人做什么？ 会在网上写博客！
我看见了大姐的照片，希望她一切安好！
突然间想起大姐！
我想我从来没有正式地感谢过我大姐教我的人情社交（虽然有很多她的想法我都不同意，可是她究竟使我变得不少）
从小就不爱交际，看见人多说一句话都嫌“哎呀，给他多一句话了！”（讲笑啦！）
可是开始“认识”或“接触”大姐后，社交的能力变强了不少！
我大姐吗！只要有她的地方，亲戚朋友都会笑的地方！只要她一出现，每个人都会站起来欢呼的场面见不少！啊，一点也没有夸张！只要你认识我大姐，不管你是三姑六婆派、正经派、潇洒派、八卦派、婆婆派、柠檬派、喜欢周杰伦派、讨厌吃青椒派，甚至是听不懂人话的外星人，你都可以跟她说上一年！真的真的没有夸张！就这样，我们两个小的“风头”都被她抢了哦！
或许也因为这样，我们小的很少很少会开口！
“我小学好像是自闭的！”“是自闭还是不爱说话？”“我还以为自闭＝不爱说话！”
现在我至少能狗屁一通，都要感谢我大姐！用了、学了她很多copyright reserved的话！也学了她，不管是她多么不喜欢的人，她都能聊上一年！
她能聊上一年，却不能不讨厌！蜡笔小新说：“讨厌就是讨厌”
发现，我的emotional ability越来越没有在演进了！
Emotion enables one to be adapted to the environment!
I'm threatened with extinction?
或许认识或表现讨厌，是一种生存的方式！
我就是学不会！
我大姐真棒！她没有走火入魔！
可是我变得更“快乐”了！成就感上的快乐！
每个人都想从“I am one of them”变成“You are special”
但是，“everyone is special”，就等于“no one is special”
问问自己，你要成为“人”的“一份子”，还是要成为“。。。”（喊自己的名字）
Ohya, Dont addicted to chatting if you want to be "special" OR "yourself".. through chatting, you will realise that, "WHAT? You have done what i want to! WHAT? you have done more than I want to! WHAT? you went to countries that I want to!"
今天松大哥对我说：“today's realities are the dreams of antecedents, our dream becomes tomorrow's reality”“(In the past) Everyone wanted to fly in the sky, thus, flying in the sky became everyone's dream, everyone was dreaming; but only Lake's brother could be the first in the sky, why? They'd chosen the "real way" to reach their dreams”“You can dream, you can dream of being the most famous star in Hollywood, you can dream of being the richest in the United States, you can even dream of being an alien, but you gotta first ask yourself, how?”(Stupid right? writing so much and end up with "how"! I can be everyone OR EVEN EVERYTHING if I know how..)*Thinking stucked, continue next time*
"Brain is powerful!" "Brain is powerful because thinking is unlimited" @.@ “有关你事？”However, it's still make sense!
If you met an exam question as below: "evaluate Piaget theroy", you can write: this morning, I played with my niece! when I removed the toy that we were playing, he immediately lost his interest on it, he looked like he wasn't playing with the toy just now!
就是甘样所以关事！
ah...just saying... doesnt matter with the movie i watched just now (just came back from a movie: the earth stood still *guessing*)a movie for "I" for my christmas eve present and I made myself a quiche as well! And plain porridge, ah.. with two drumsticks for Soong Brother as his christmas present! *not stingy but he is sick!* BUT he ate (almost) half of my quiche, how dare he!
Nice leh nice leh?
I bought "I" two boxes of donut ..
Banzai.. Banzai!
Leeds street is lonely on its christmas eve! ... Where are christmas songs band and hot chocolate plus dinner with a big turkey "Hello, at home lo" I miss home then... haha..
Merry Christmas to My lonely Leeds Street^^
读完一课想要休息的人做什么？ 会在网上写博客！
我看见了大姐的照片，希望她一切安好！
突然间想起大姐！
我想我从来没有正式地感谢过我大姐教我的人情社交（虽然有很多她的想法我都不同意，可是她究竟使我变得不少）
从小就不爱交际，看见人多说一句话都嫌“哎呀，给他多一句话了！”（讲笑啦！）
可是开始“认识”或“接触”大姐后，社交的能力变强了不少！
我大姐吗！只要有她的地方，亲戚朋友都会笑的地方！只要她一出现，每个人都会站起来欢呼的场面见不少！啊，一点也没有夸张！只要你认识我大姐，不管你是三姑六婆派、正经派、潇洒派、八卦派、婆婆派、柠檬派、喜欢周杰伦派、讨厌吃青椒派，甚至是听不懂人话的外星人，你都可以跟她说上一年！真的真的没有夸张！就这样，我们两个小的“风头”都被她抢了哦！
或许也因为这样，我们小的很少很少会开口！
“我小学好像是自闭的！”“是自闭还是不爱说话？”“我还以为自闭＝不爱说话！”
现在我至少能狗屁一通，都要感谢我大姐！用了、学了她很多copyright reserved的话！也学了她，不管是她多么不喜欢的人，她都能聊上一年！
她能聊上一年，却不能不讨厌！蜡笔小新说：“讨厌就是讨厌”
发现，我的emotional ability越来越没有在演进了！
Emotion enables one to be adapted to the environment!
I'm threatened with extinction?
或许认识或表现讨厌，是一种生存的方式！
我就是学不会！
我大姐真棒！她没有走火入魔！
可是我变得更“快乐”了！成就感上的快乐！
每个人都想从“I am one of them”变成“You are special”
但是，“everyone is special”，就等于“no one is special”
问问自己，你要成为“人”的“一份子”，还是要成为“。。。”（喊自己的名字）
Ohya, Dont addicted to chatting if you want to be "special" OR "yourself".. through chatting, you will realise that, "WHAT? You have done what i want to! WHAT? you have done more than I want to! WHAT? you went to countries that I want to!"
今天松大哥对我说：“today's realities are the dreams of antecedents, our dream becomes tomorrow's reality”“(In the past) Everyone wanted to fly in the sky, thus, flying in the sky became everyone's dream, everyone was dreaming; but only Lake's brother could be the first in the sky, why? They'd chosen the "real way" to reach their dreams”“You can dream, you can dream of being the most famous star in Hollywood, you can dream of being the richest in the United States, you can even dream of being an alien, but you gotta first ask yourself, how?”(Stupid right? writing so much and end up with "how"! I can be everyone OR EVEN EVERYTHING if I know how..)*Thinking stucked, continue next time*
"Brain is powerful!" "Brain is powerful because thinking is unlimited" @.@ “有关你事？”However, it's still make sense!
If you met an exam question as below: "evaluate Piaget theroy", you can write: this morning, I played with my niece! when I removed the toy that we were playing, he immediately lost his interest on it, he looked like he wasn't playing with the toy just now!
就是甘样所以关事！
ah...just saying... doesnt matter with the movie i watched just now (just came back from a movie: the earth stood still *guessing*)a movie for "I" for my christmas eve present and I made myself a quiche as well! And plain porridge, ah.. with two drumsticks for Soong Brother as his christmas present! *not stingy but he is sick!* BUT he ate (almost) half of my quiche, how dare he!
Nice leh nice leh?
I bought "I" two boxes of donut ..
Banzai.. Banzai!
Leeds street is lonely on its christmas eve! ... Where are christmas songs band and hot chocolate plus dinner with a big turkey "Hello, at home lo" I miss home then... haha..
Merry Christmas to My lonely Leeds Street^^
Tuesday 23 December 2008
Sunday 21 December 2008
圣诞节＋冬季大餐！
华人不爱做什？不爱Clubbing
不爱Clubbing的人做什？爱一起做吃的，爱坐在一起吃吃聊聊的
昨天法国朋友的朋友，邀请了朋友一起用晚餐！她做的Creepe好好吃哦！一起坐着聊聊聊，聊到晚上！
今天，跟中国朋友，马来亚朋友又一起做吃的，然后又聊聊聊，聊到晚上！
我听不懂中国呛！虽然静静地、努力地、专心地。。。听不懂哦
啊。。。。。。。
改写些什么好呢？
。。。。。。。。
。。。。。。。。
。。。。。。。。
完！
不爱Clubbing的人做什？爱一起做吃的，爱坐在一起吃吃聊聊的
昨天法国朋友的朋友，邀请了朋友一起用晚餐！她做的Creepe好好吃哦！一起坐着聊聊聊，聊到晚上！
今天，跟中国朋友，马来亚朋友又一起做吃的，然后又聊聊聊，聊到晚上！
我听不懂中国呛！虽然静静地、努力地、专心地。。。听不懂哦
啊。。。。。。。
改写些什么好呢？
。。。。。。。。
。。。。。。。。
。。。。。。。。
完！
Friday 19 December 2008
Tuesday 16 December 2008
clinical unipolar depression
"it is estimated that approximately 15% of the population will face clinical depression at least once in their lives" (Schaefer, 2008)
Subjective concomitants:
1. feeling of sadness, negative emotions such as anxiety, anger, shame and guilty
2. feeling of worthlessness and extremely low self-esteem, self-confidence and self-image
3. incapable to overcome obstacles, even small ones
4. loss of, interest and pleasure
5. engage in risky behavior
6. think of suicide
Cognitive concomitants:
1. memory impairments
2. low performance in cognitive task
3. negative thinking
Physical concomitants:
1. physical pain
2. vulnerable to other diseases as immune system is knocked down
3. fatigue
4. decreased sexual drive
5. sleep problem: insomnia and hypersomnia (can't sleep or sleep too much)
6. weight loss or gain
7. gastric problem
Consequences:
1. low level of positive emotions after depression is over
2. sleep disorder
3. changes of hippocampus (hippocampus is mainly for memory)
Credit given to Schaefer (2008)
For more resources see also Kring, A.M. & Bachorowski, J.A.(1999). Emotions and Psychopathology, Cognition and Emotion. 13(5), 575-599
Subjective concomitants:
1. feeling of sadness, negative emotions such as anxiety, anger, shame and guilty
2. feeling of worthlessness and extremely low self-esteem, self-confidence and self-image
3. incapable to overcome obstacles, even small ones
4. loss of, interest and pleasure
5. engage in risky behavior
6. think of suicide
Cognitive concomitants:
1. memory impairments
2. low performance in cognitive task
3. negative thinking
Physical concomitants:
1. physical pain
2. vulnerable to other diseases as immune system is knocked down
3. fatigue
4. decreased sexual drive
5. sleep problem: insomnia and hypersomnia (can't sleep or sleep too much)
6. weight loss or gain
7. gastric problem
Consequences:
1. low level of positive emotions after depression is over
2. sleep disorder
3. changes of hippocampus (hippocampus is mainly for memory)
Credit given to Schaefer (2008)
For more resources see also Kring, A.M. & Bachorowski, J.A.(1999). Emotions and Psychopathology, Cognition and Emotion. 13(5), 575-599
animal vs. homo
Belding's ground squirrels learn altruism
Birds learn helping
Black-backed jackals learn caring
Friends?
You are annoying~
Ohya, if you are EU and you have children, please bring along your children to UK and claim for the giving birth *dunno what* bonus! Quickly, pounds dropping~
Study psychology = Memorize all past research and experiments! (see also Chong, 2008)
Birds learn helping
Black-backed jackals learn caring
Friends?
You are annoying~
Ohya, if you are EU and you have children, please bring along your children to UK and claim for the giving birth *dunno what* bonus! Quickly, pounds dropping~
Study psychology = Memorize all past research and experiments! (see also Chong, 2008)
Friday 12 December 2008
我想活过来
我只想说：“谢谢你们，真的很难找到朋友通晓国家大事，世界奇事，连地理、历史都能熟被，然后知识不只是限于自己读的科目，还有这么宏伟的话说，这么积极的态度，冒险似的、大胆不怕事、什么事都敢做的生活，不被名誉，辈分和工作honour or dark限制的想法！我太爱你们了！真的很难很难找到像你们一样的伙伴！”
所以我们才能从下午五点讲到晚上十二点！不是你明天要回去法国，你有工作在身，我想我们可以聊通晓！
I am sorry,只是我太兴奋了！
差点要将自己埋没在“只有FirstClass”目标的自己救出来！Books are ruining my life, 我怎么都把时间给了书本？我要的是，I, myself! I 迷路了！
就像这样，吃四个不同国家的圣诞节晚餐！
所以我们才能从下午五点讲到晚上十二点！不是你明天要回去法国，你有工作在身，我想我们可以聊通晓！
I am sorry,只是我太兴奋了！
差点要将自己埋没在“只有FirstClass”目标的自己救出来！Books are ruining my life, 我怎么都把时间给了书本？我要的是，I, myself! I 迷路了！
就像这样，吃四个不同国家的圣诞节晚餐！
Tuesday 9 December 2008
My Love My Fate by Janice
I seldom cry for songs. I did not when I first heard this song but I do loving it after few repeated listenings. I sing it for several times a day. Janice sings it well and I believe you will enjoy it as well!
my love my fate you will fade away
以後隔天與地
I love I hate I'll miss you always
我永遠亦愛你
太美好的東西 會走
還未愛夠了你 怎放手
從來不肯假想 失去你那感受
我這對腳 怎麼走
從來並未練習過溫柔
遲學你或已經沒法接受
然後你會說我跟她分左與右
誰希罕這種手拖手
my love my fate you will fade away
再沒有戀愛味
I love I hate I'll always be afraid
永遠也害怕你
我要首先講聲 我走
還是愛到你說 請你走
如果講一聲 請照顧 我感受
我最怕你講出口
從來並未練習過溫柔
遲學你或已經沒法接受
然後你會說我跟她分左與右
誰希罕這種手拖手
下次開心已要靠自己
下次頂多飾演好知己
其實再次見你 真需要 靠演技
也要你我好心地
my love my fate you will fade away
過去當做看戲
世界當沒有你 Ooh...
my love my fate you will fade away
以後隔天與地
I love I hate I'll miss you always
我永遠亦愛你
太美好的東西 會走
還未愛夠了你 怎放手
從來不肯假想 失去你那感受
我這對腳 怎麼走
從來並未練習過溫柔
遲學你或已經沒法接受
然後你會說我跟她分左與右
誰希罕這種手拖手
my love my fate you will fade away
再沒有戀愛味
I love I hate I'll always be afraid
永遠也害怕你
我要首先講聲 我走
還是愛到你說 請你走
如果講一聲 請照顧 我感受
我最怕你講出口
從來並未練習過溫柔
遲學你或已經沒法接受
然後你會說我跟她分左與右
誰希罕這種手拖手
下次開心已要靠自己
下次頂多飾演好知己
其實再次見你 真需要 靠演技
也要你我好心地
my love my fate you will fade away
過去當做看戲
世界當沒有你 Ooh...
Sunday 7 December 2008
我，阔不了！
当有一股起劲时，我靠近了梦想，远离了.... 原则
曾经发的牢骚，证明了我还.... 不够长大
看回以前的博客文，我....
冬，冻醒了
不看剧的我，还是一样喜欢
日剧《变身》韩剧《大长今》
想告诉我不要再沉迷梦幻的世界？
想告诉我童话是不会照顾你的？
想告诉我世上没有好人？
想说：“从来，都不想长大！不长大的背部，比现实的围墙更硬”
“来吧，一起面壁吧！”
“面壁思过成为《我是好人》(Benny,2007)”
不会讨厌的自己，才是我要的自己！
曾经发的牢骚，证明了我还.... 不够长大
看回以前的博客文，我....
冬，冻醒了
不看剧的我，还是一样喜欢
日剧《变身》韩剧《大长今》
想告诉我不要再沉迷梦幻的世界？
想告诉我童话是不会照顾你的？
想告诉我世上没有好人？
想说：“从来，都不想长大！不长大的背部，比现实的围墙更硬”
“来吧，一起面壁吧！”
“面壁思过成为《我是好人》(Benny,2007)”
不会讨厌的自己，才是我要的自己！
Friday 5 December 2008
** Joke **
"You are a Chinese?"
"Yes, I am a Chinese ^^"
"Woo, so you are from China ^^"
"No, I am from Malaysia"
"Oh, so you are a Malay"
"No, I am a Malaysian Chinese ^^"
"Oh, so your dad is a Malay and your mom is a Chinese? Or your dad is a Chinese and your mom is a Malay?"
"No no no, my parents are both Malaysian Chinese"
"Oh, so your grandpa's are Malay and grandma's are Chinese or vice versa?"
"No no no, we are all Malaysian Chinese! My grandparents, parents and I, myself are all Malaysian Chinese but ... *The history of Malaysian Chinese*"
"Oh, I think I got it! Oh ~~~~ *A very long "oh"*"
"I'm great you got it"
"So, how's China lately?"
@.@
A Joke created by
Chong Ling Chih
"So, your surname is Chih and your first name is Chong?"
"No, my surname is Chong and my first name is Ling"
"Oh, so what can I call you?"
"You can call me LC"
"Oh, it's a good name! L represents your Ling right?"
"Yes!"
"What bout C? Chong or Chih?"
"Chih"
"Oh, so you are Miss Chih?"
"No, MISS CHONG~~~"
haha! It's just a joke, dont worry, such thing wont happen in United Kingdom!
"Yes, I am a Chinese ^^"
"Woo, so you are from China ^^"
"No, I am from Malaysia"
"Oh, so you are a Malay"
"No, I am a Malaysian Chinese ^^"
"Oh, so your dad is a Malay and your mom is a Chinese? Or your dad is a Chinese and your mom is a Malay?"
"No no no, my parents are both Malaysian Chinese"
"Oh, so your grandpa's are Malay and grandma's are Chinese or vice versa?"
"No no no, we are all Malaysian Chinese! My grandparents, parents and I, myself are all Malaysian Chinese but ... *The history of Malaysian Chinese*"
"Oh, I think I got it! Oh ~~~~ *A very long "oh"*"
"I'm great you got it"
"So, how's China lately?"
@.@
A Joke created by
Chong Ling Chih
"So, your surname is Chih and your first name is Chong?"
"No, my surname is Chong and my first name is Ling"
"Oh, so what can I call you?"
"You can call me LC"
"Oh, it's a good name! L represents your Ling right?"
"Yes!"
"What bout C? Chong or Chih?"
"Chih"
"Oh, so you are Miss Chih?"
"No, MISS CHONG~~~"
haha! It's just a joke, dont worry, such thing wont happen in United Kingdom!
Thursday 4 December 2008
Wednesday 3 December 2008
I DRaw
It may because of LoNeliness, which I will never admit I am!
This was what I did when I was bored
Did I say I "was"? Yes, I have no idea what to do now?
This was what I did when I was bored
Did I say I "was"? Yes, I have no idea what to do now?
Tuesday 2 December 2008
傻傻地
看到很多朋友在自己的博客写那天的月亮笑了～ 在想，我这里看到吗？
想写，却没有力了！
我想，这样的生活方式出问题了！
想看月亮，却看到在下雪的天！
我想，。。。 忘记了“想”要用哪个脑部！
或许，我只想要更，不会想！
我，叹气了！
我，想看月亮！
我，想像以前那样待上整天！
我，想什么都不做！
我，停了、睡了、休息了，可是还很累！
我想，。。。。。。
继续那天，
傻傻地在York University跟蜘蛛网问好
傻傻地坐在风景优美的湖边尝湖
傻傻地跟眼前的鸭子说一大推白痴话
傻傻地喜欢上York Castle
傻傻地在巴士来前十五分钟，因隐隐约约看到一栋很美丽的 Castle-like Building，傻傻地往着那栋building跑去，看了一眼，问了老伯伯那是什么building，再赶回去巴士站!(回想，真的好傻呢！)
This was the scene that I captured when i was running
This is downloaded from.... forgot! if it is under copyright, please let me know!
就这样傻傻地，过一整世人
p/s:我真的跟鸭子有声音的说话！（那天经过的人，很不好意思）
P/s: and that castle-like building is York Minister!
p/s: oh ya, lastly, I am not clever! not at all! erm.. so, a failure life is more suitable for me! haha! Whatever, I am satisfied with "happiness"!I shouldn't be such a negative thinker! Be OPtimistic please!! and Mery Christmas all my dear!
Can I scream? "You are always welcomed to do so!" ^^
想写，却没有力了！
我想，这样的生活方式出问题了！
想看月亮，却看到在下雪的天！
我想，。。。 忘记了“想”要用哪个脑部！
或许，我只想要更，不会想！
我，叹气了！
我，想看月亮！
我，想像以前那样待上整天！
我，想什么都不做！
我，停了、睡了、休息了，可是还很累！
我想，。。。。。。
继续那天，
傻傻地在York University跟蜘蛛网问好
傻傻地坐在风景优美的湖边尝湖
傻傻地跟眼前的鸭子说一大推白痴话
傻傻地喜欢上York Castle
傻傻地在巴士来前十五分钟，因隐隐约约看到一栋很美丽的 Castle-like Building，傻傻地往着那栋building跑去，看了一眼，问了老伯伯那是什么building，再赶回去巴士站!(回想，真的好傻呢！)
This was the scene that I captured when i was running
This is downloaded from.... forgot! if it is under copyright, please let me know!
就这样傻傻地，过一整世人
p/s:我真的跟鸭子有声音的说话！（那天经过的人，很不好意思）
P/s: and that castle-like building is York Minister!
p/s: oh ya, lastly, I am not clever! not at all! erm.. so, a failure life is more suitable for me! haha! Whatever, I am satisfied with "happiness"!I shouldn't be such a negative thinker! Be OPtimistic please!! and Mery Christmas all my dear!
Can I scream? "You are always welcomed to do so!" ^^
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