在想：
为什么我喜欢华语，我却来了英国，我应该像左眼大哥在台湾（曾经）
为什么其实我喜欢流浪，过着非人非生活的日子，却读着大学
为什么我一直希望能够在我还没回到火星之前，找出为什么人类要在地球流浪的理由，却在这里死命读书
这是每个年轻人都会绕着它胡思乱想的主题啦！
今天是第五次我在利兹，在街边停着听基督徒传教
还记得婆婆也是基督徒，我曾经去过教堂，公公后来也是基督徒，在婆婆去世后，曾经与一班婆婆的姐妹唱诗歌，维持几个月，然后我现在有 bible, christian booklet... 在身边！
可是我不是基督徒！婆婆说：在她有病（应该是她，不然是她的姐妹），她祷告；耶和华上帝托梦！
在孤儿院做义工的老安哥：我以前也是很忠心的佛教徒，可是耶和华托梦，我转了教，信奉了基督教！
第三次的利兹街边传教师：很多基督徒以前信仰不同的宗教！
《辨明圣经的真理》成为了我在利兹唯一一本华文书，听要暗（反）！
随便想讲，带过！
我问了韵韵同学：那，我去流浪的目的是什么？
韵韵同学说：for no reason
我：vagabond for no reason....
突然想起藤井树先生、想起“熟男”先生、想起刘慵先生、想起我的偶像，李敖先生和鲁禹小姐
突然想起我本来要在朋友日记里写的小说却改去写密码的故事
突然，有少少想到台湾的咖啡店，就那家我写小说时想去的咖啡店
(我好像放了这张照片在朋友的密码本)
咦，我的《六弄咖啡馆》还在浩然先生那里！
英国时间延迟了一个小时！每年十月都会延迟，六月提早
所以有多出的一个小时，我浪费了！
8 comments:
finally, u find that u study for no reasons... maybe this is the thinking when u r too free enuf, free to think sth f**l, just like me. Or u found that it's lonely and look forward other things. Haih, 2 years will passed as u flip ur eyes. Dont think so much. Study is for knowledge. Study in leeds is because u want to find a more popular skul in psycho course. Gambate!!
Haha~ You are right! Sometimes i will let myself be "totally" free when i am still awaking at late night! because night will hang you there! and i like this kind of feeling~ thinking BI**H! believe me, it's a kind of entertainment! erm~ Just wondering why and where should i vagabond.. the real "vagabond"! haiz~ i like to think rubbish!
I really really like uni's life! So Hope it wont be just an eye blink! Ar..for me ~ Study is just .... letting me feel FULL so i wont put on weight and study in Leeds because .. thanks Pa .. Ma ..
and... really thank you for your comment, just wondering who are you ! cause you analyse my blog instead of just looking though it! (cause you got a different opinion!)COOL!
i know who you are ! hehe ! ~ is Vincent's songs our code?
no, there was a code btw us but not Vincent's song... can I keep my words from u and keep using anonymous until u find out who am I... Or u can use the psychological side in thinking who am I. Maybe I think analysis ur content is wonderful, there is a small world inside ur mind ( a small but actually big world in ur mind), thinking of some f**lish but wonderful thing. Sometimes, even me, cannot look through the exact meaning behing ur blog's content.Keep releasing ur opinion in the blog.
Sori for wrote my wishes in the comment column. Really sori for that, but I dont want to exposed myself to others except u. Well well, what I want to say in this comment box is "happy birthday". Wish all of ur dreams become true, n always 18 too...
Cheh, I know who you are !! Haha! ^^ since the first! based on your writting ! and when you said "wa, got 4 comments a? So many people left comments to you! " Dont forget I am studying psychology !! ^^ although I know my coursemates will scold me as psychology is not about spying others' thinking!! ^^ I very geng leh? haha~ thanks for your wishes here! hehe!
Hehe, wat u meant?? My darling.
yeah~ I won ..!!
you called me DARLING? YIAK!!! haha
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