Saturday 26 July 2008

Fruit Picking

With some Fruit Liking friends, we went to a fruit farm in Broga (in Negeri Sembilan) ~
There's a lot of fruits ~ Rambutan, Durian, Mangosteen, and etc.
We had lots of fun there ~







Looking forward to our next trip ~
*白色*
你的人生充滿著夢和理想。你對周遭的事有點漠不關心,容易妒忌。你是較為獨特的一群,有時侯,你心中想法總會比別人高深一點。

告诉你一个秘密,其实世界上有鬼、有外星人!

(她又再讲鬼话!)

当时间停滞时,就是自己在空间内逗留的机会!
人生有七次机会,每放弃一次,就是与成功远离一尺!
其实简单是福,可是人生故事简单,没上没下,没起没落,是简单!

原来每个人都想要自己的故事最精彩,最特别,最了不起,最成功;
为了自己一生的故事,不论是再辛苦,再累,再忙得不可思议,就不停地转,不停地再得到一些别人没有的东西,而努力地写着自己的生活,过着自己的日子!
只想要有一天,全世界能为自己拍掌;不,高尚点应该是...不需要别人的认同,自己高兴就好,做到自己满意就爽,不是为了掌声,不是为了别人的肯定,就只在乎与自己竞争的时刻!

再怎么高尚的说法,我们都是人!说法,以人而定!

有人说:“我想要写能让全世界都会哭的书”
有人却说:“不是想要让全世界都哭,而是把自己的心声写下去”

有人会说:“我要比一般人都成熟”
有人却说:“我要做比一般人成熟的事,做得比一般人更成功,因为我本来就很棒(不是我说的哦,是别人说的哦!)”

有人会因为自己的主见,更一些“一般见识的人”争吵一顿
有人因此而会说:“你怎么这么没主见?太烂了,检讨啦!”

有主见的人是成功;没主见的人自己照顾自己!
现在有目标的人,历害;没目标的人,拜托啦!
现在有未来的人,劲,会为自己着想;没目标的人,I will help you to pray!
................

人都在为自己找出路;人都在为自己得到最好的东西;人都在为自己得到不同的经历!
“怕什么,经历吗!悲伤的经历不惨,没有经历才悲哀”

没有啦,自己说的话才是话!自己讲的道理才是道理!但是我永远都会接收别人的意见 (笑一个)
“我讲的都有理由,是你们蠢,我当你是朋友才讲的”

“人对单字有很多看法,这是我的看法,不喜欢与别人分享!你想到什么意思就什么啦,我不会管!哼,才不管”
“你的意见吗,你的事,你讲十次我都不会改变我的看法,但是我会接收别人的意见!”
“懒得讲啦,每次都是这样”

你想活着?很容易!
你想迎人注意?很容易!
你想写故事?很容易!
你想比别人历害?很容易!
因为你是人!

认识“非人”,是件幸福的事,因为不再这么简单!
非人,就是人排挤的人

“Err, 你很out喽,有很cheap喽,没有见识,没有知识,什么都不懂!又没有经验,又没有人追,又没有人喜欢,不合群,不大众化,没有人喜欢,不会讲话,连幽默都不会讲,没有朋友.......”

不要停,原来这是“非人”
非一般人有勇气做到的人




听到声音,shhh....
“你看她,又再讲埋一些以为很深奥的哲学,明明就不会哲学,有奇怪,有自以为是,还以为自己讲的是对的!还以为自己说的道理很有道理,还以为自己很有经验!我啊,见社会这样多年,都没有这样,haiz,....”


哈哈,原来...我是人,活在人群中的人!
都是一大堆的人!

Monday 14 July 2008

傻B's Creamy Birthday Party

14th July 傻B's Birthday ~

In order to give her a surprise~

Our SMS ~
"Hey, Monday Night got gathering o~ Zoe Yi them will go, u got celebrate your birthday with ur family a ? Wanna join a ?"
"Tuesday got exam o"
"Nevermind la, till 930 pm only ~ Then you can go back~ They said they miss you o"
"Sure a ~ Ok la"
"Then 730 i fetch you la"
"Ok"

We reach her house at 730pm~
"Kooi Bee a, i reach your house ad, open the door la~"

"Pop Pop Pop ~ Happy Birthday"
Kooi Bee 大杀风景 said "ha? not zoe yi them meh ?"
Zoe Yi was my secondary school classmate, and this time were her uni coursemates

Then We started our celeration besides a swimming pool


Yes, It's a creamy birthday party


Our "Seven ball" master ~ her hair was all creammed


All of Us put up a funny cap


We played with cake's cream, a bottle of cream, water from the swimming pool, our drinks, foods and .....
That's why we were smelly and ~ yak~ dirty~
After we changed our clothes, we went out for supper~
Yes~ It's really crazy

Saturday 12 July 2008

Shut The Memory Up In The Safe ~

Old Town Kopitiam Night ~

Thursday evening, our "leng zi goh goh" Soo Yee called and asked me whether got yum cha anot ~ Ya, i promised them thursday yum cha but i forgot ad ~
Then our Jooi Theng jie jie msn me and asked me whether got yum cha anot ~ Then i ma called all of them and we went to Old Town Kopitiam Yum Cha till late night ~ i mean "late" night = 2.00am~ Wa~ First Time~

Haha, SHUang a~
Then All of Us "Yi Yi Bu She" went back home~

Ya ~ and Jooi Theng, congratulation! (she won in a F&N design competition, awarded RM 1000 o~ WA!! If free on 17 july, have a look in KLCC la~)

ReMembering ~

I can see a lot of things in my remembering ~ including the story of 4 of us ~ and our memoriable conversation



Day in One Utama ~



p/s: originally, I am as tall as Hui Ling ~ HAhA, and taller than two of them ~

Tuesday 8 July 2008

ops~ 又再次熬夜追戏~ 很巧的,在网上碰到不开心的朋友,由于看到朋友写了一些显示他不开心的personal message,跟他聊了几句,ops... no response, then he changed his personal message to 不要跟死人讲话哦!Haha, although i have no idea what had happened to him, i hope he can solve his problem bravely and ... of course, sweet dream!

在这套戏里, 讲到一个 Post-traumatic Stress Disorder 的病人;一个人可以把蚂蚁看成蜈蚣,把影子看成灵魂~ 想法是自己累积起来的, A accumulation leads to result A ~ 要 cite o~ 虽然英文没有很好啦!

“读心理学没有用的~你看,一个没有读过心理学的人也可以知道人家在想什么,分析人家的状况,在讲道理”
“或许很多人对心理学有误会,心里学跟性格分析学和道理学不同,心理学有很多种,生物心理学,in other words, biological psychology, social psychology, counselling psychology, abnormal psychology,... of i continue, i believe i will fall asleep later~ Psychology is a scientific subject, 就像 physics, biology ....”

Counselling psychology is the most common field in Malaysia since there isn't anyone willing to spend huge price for psychological research~

Best Wishes for all my friends~

HardWorking ..... ? What For ??

3 slides left towards the goal~
GABA suddenly inhibit all parts of my cortex~
lack of melanotin, causing sleepinessless!
Can't sleep can't study ~ Haiz ~
Broca's syndrome, all sentences gramatically wrong ~
Tommorrow 2pm got test ~ But all parts of brain hang ~
Wenickle's part hanging ~
With Small Hypothalamus small space for information storage ~
But Anosognosia causes i ignore all my diseases and inabilities~
Ops~ automomic systems shut down ~ sympathetic nervous system activating : heart races, blood vesels constrict, ....!

I am tired of working hard but gain no reward~
It's not because i can't get flying colour result~ what i mind is ~ where've the things that i have studied gone?
Wondering~ Its fault of my hippocampus or my nervous system?

Myasthenia Gravis ~ muscles weak~ my immune system attack my own accetylcholine receptors~
May be it is my fault ~ I am working too hard ~

Sunday 6 July 2008

Saturday 5 July 2008

有时是要过分,故事才会结束~

Friday 4 July 2008

尖(贱)笑...“故事”

由于工作是从早上九点到晚上六点,而且公司说可能会有“过时工作和假日工作”,我被迫辞了孤儿院教师一职
昨天是我的最后一天,朋友把这消息告诉了小朋友们~
“姐姐,你要走啦”
“是啊”
“做么的,你不要再教我们啦?”
孤儿院阿姨:“你要走啦?”
“erm~!”
“好啦好啦,不要问了,做功课”
教着小朋友们功课时
“姐姐,你有带相机吗?手机有相机吗?”
“没有”
“.......”
不久,“姐姐,要抱抱”
“不要,先做功课先,认真一点哦!”
一个小朋友站在我身边,当我停顿了以下,才察觉到她
“做么?”
“我做完功课了,要抱抱”
“好啦好啦,我也要回了~”
“姐姐,谢谢你哦!”“姐姐,不要忘记我哦!”“姐姐,要记得我们三个哦!”“我也是,我也要”“我叫楚钧哦”“我叫佩燕”“我是佩佩”“我是...”“......”
“姐姐,记得带唐诗三百首哦”哈?哈哈!只回了她一个笑容
拿起书包,转头就走,一贯了不起作风的我,头也不回,走了
小朋友跑到我面前抱起我来,小小声说“谢谢你姐姐”

原来,我没有感动,也没有记住他们全部人的名字,还是一副了不起的作风,....:“故事”

老师:“学生都希望老师能记得他们的名字”
我:“我知道,所以我不会是一个好老师”
老师:“只要outcome是对的,不管是好方法还是坏方法,还是一个好老师”
谈笑....
不是好老师就是坏老师!

Tuesday 1 July 2008

一只蚂蚁,两粒头

当你,
@=============L============@
变成
@=====================L=======================@
时,
是你该好好想想的时候!

当你,
睁开眼睛,
只有三件事情值得你去做
时,
是你该好好检讨的时候!

当你,
连蚂蚁也捏不了


时,
是你该好好重写你未来的时候了!



顺便提提没关系的事,
祝将到新加坡留学的惠莹学妹,
一路顺风

不要辜负你的奖学金哦!